Okay so I got all reminiscent about jr college recently, and although its not the norm, here's a couple of pages from my diary, right at the beginning of the eleventh grade when all I wanted was to stay in school and not shift to what I considered the saddest college on the surface of the earth. I like to believe that you’re sitting somewhere above us at a heavenly computer, reading all of this, and smiling. PS: I’m leaving this letter open so that anyone who wants to add something can do so. And when one of us has an uncontrollably giggly kid, we’ll know it’s you.), You WILL have to be reborn someday, you know. I only hope you are happy and at peace now. (That’s why I’m sure you’ll be with us in spirit at least, whenever we meet.) Our group hug will never be complete without you. Who will share the only vegetarian dish with me at the table now? And fight with Anupama like you’re an old married couple? And constantly tell Miti to chill? And call up Kruttika and insist on everyone meeting? And cheer Pooja on with undying enthusiasm? And click one million photos? And … so many things, Jui, so many things. Know always that we will miss you more than it is possible to convey through words. And ‘Fuzzy Duck!’ And … the memories just keep coming. And how we would count the seconds of tuition torture left until freedom. And how we would share a joke and giggle (see!) and only you would get caught for your explosive laughter. I still remember one of your birthday parties when we were in primary school and how we were all fighting for a seat on that swing you had then in your balcony. But you must know that we will still always love you. And perhaps a few years down the line, we will get used to this. You know that it is human nature to move on.
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You have a lot to do now as well … like always. I just wish there was a way for that to be true and for you to be with us.īut I’m not going to bind you here.
#Left 4 bazinga how to
I don’t even know how to feel about it: whether I should feel bad that I couldn’t be there to show you my love and support, or relieved that I only have happy memories of you and didn’t see you suffer.īut I know you did. I still can’t believe I didn’t meet you during your ordeal. Because I just assumed you would get better and be here to giggle on forever. Because you had so much left to do: turn 20 and then 21 and … well you get the point, get that boyfriend, recruit more people to AISEC, get your degree … Because you had your whole life ahead of you. My first reaction was that that you had no business just dying on us like that because it was too soon. But I'm still gonna go ahead and say some stuff that's all bottled up inside because I really need to let it out.įirst off, you shocked everyone.
#Left 4 bazinga free
I realise, of course, that now that you are free to know and see so many things, you will probably not be checking your Facebook page (and is there a computer in the afterlife?), but my concept of death is that once you cross that point, you just KNOW things.